65 and wasn't expecting this....Dementia

On my 65th birthday, I should have been celebrating a mile stone, you know finally made to getting rid of health care premiums and no longer paying for medications!!! You know, Medicare...🎉🎉🎉  

Instead, on my birthday, I had to stay with my mother, because she was release from the hospital, due to a health issues, which we now learn is Dementia. 

So, I was told that she shouldn't be left alone for now, with me being the only one not working, on my birthday, December 6th, I started staying with my mother. Has it been easy....hell no!! But, it's my mother and I am trying to do my best to care for her. It is not easy at all!! I have never experienced so much stress in my life!!

I am a diabetic, and I know stress and not eating properly isn't good for me, so it's like I am a caregiver for two people!! Do I want to cry? YES!!!  Do I want to scream? YES!! Do I want give up? YES!! But will I??? No, but I will do the best I can, until are able to have her in a place that can do more then I can. But, I will still be there for her throughout the journey!!

Love you momma! 🥰💞